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2025 1

  • #News #Personal #Travel

    Somewhere in the sky

    What can you do on an airplane when you cannot move as your son is sleeping on your lap? You can write a new blog post, “obviously”. Why can’t I find more time to write more posts? I lack the motivation, to be honest. Now that anyone can just ask an LLM to spit out an original blog post on demand, who will search for original, honest content written by a human? I’ve set expectations for my wife that this year we won’t be going on a vacation, and she has overruled and found a one-week trip to Mallorca. I can confirm that we will be coming back to Mallorca for further exploration. This week was very nice. I haven’t made any commitments on what I’m going to do with my career. I’ve already accomplished that since this year, I will work on Rust projects. In my latest vlog, I mentioned that I should talk more about burning out, and that I don’t feel like I am burning out. Since then, I stopped streaming and stopped producing videos. Did I jinx myself? I don’t know. Being active on social media is not something for me. I enjoy streaming, but I just had to put my family above my fulfillment. I enjoy putting my son to sleep much more. He is growing so fast. I expect that in a few years we will start streaming together as he explores the world of computers. I expect to find more time for streaming when the sun falls in earlier hours.

2023 1

  • #News #Personal

    Letter for Daniel

    It’s 18. 06. 2023 01:00 just after midnight. Your mother had some ache in her back for a few hours but she just wanted to get some sleep before she brings you into this world. After a few hours of talking some sense to her, I made her come to the hospital with me. Nurses are smiling at us so that we look very happy and not like she is having pain. We will see. Your due date was just yesterday. For the whole day, people were asking us what was going on and nothing was going on. You’ve decided to cause some pain just before we want to go to sleep. Your mom is now being inspected while I wait outside. I hope she will let me know whether I can go home. I’ll probably not be able to fall asleep even if I should. I cannot wait for you to come to this world. You are coming to the happiest couple I know of. We are very much in love with your mother. We want to make our love even bigger by sharing it with someone special like you. You will always be special to us. I still cannot believe that we have made it to this point in life.

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